Wednesday, February 15, 2006

We went for egg retrieval today, and it's with a heart felt regret that I post that we had no eggs retrieved. None, not a one. We had follicles but no eggs. Our doctor and his staff were mystified and very supportive. I knew that we didn't have any because I was coming in and out of the anesthesia and heard "none" several times. Our doctor said there wasn't even any cells that they normally see when aspirating. I don't know if I ovulated early or my follicles were not mature or if I am just at the end of the road. It broke my heart to see Jonathan tear up as he tried to give me support. I appreciate all your support and prayers. I am unbelievably calm and full of peace. It's hard to believe that this is it, but in a way it is easier to get past than losing anymore babies.

We always knew that Cooper and Elliott were true miracles and now recognize even more what a miracle and blessings they really are. I couldn't wait to get home to see them. They are the best medicine for me right now

Thanks so much for all your support and prayers during our invitros. I don't think that I can give up just yet on having more children, but my invitro cycles are done......If it is going to happen then it will have to happen naturally at this point.

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